WUD UP G-UNIT!!!

I'm so friggen excited to be out of school. I miss you guys like mad. Jessica did you tell dana i said happy birthday? if not thats fine. I should be talking like before i die. lol. I miss every single one of you guys!!! and no i'm not in band any more. it sucked up here. there was noone good. i was pretty much the only one. and it sucked with out you guys. someone tell damon i said hi and sorry i haven't called but i plan to soon. But yea.... i got a new man.  i kinda wish i woulda waited like another month because like 3 of his friends want me and so do like 12 other people. i aint' tooting my own horn but i am almost the creme of the crop. but yea... i'm really happy with my choice. THANK GOD I didn't fall back in with another DOZER! lol. that woulda been a pain in the ass. lol. still hating myself for letting that mistake happen. but i'm glad that him and christina are happy. HA! but any way... hes a farm boy... woot woot. he is sexy as jessica she has seen his picture. he's a red head *blush*. you know i'm not sure why but red hair is just HOT! lol. But hes a football player. you know i don't know if i could date a non football player.... but anywho he drives a ford truck too. GOD I JUST LUV THE KID! lol. but i passed all my classes. 2 A's and 2 B's. pretty good. but i don't have any big other news. uhhhhh oh yea..

I'M SO FRIGGEN 16!!!!! HELLS YAH!!! BOOM SHAKALACKA!!! lol

Other than that i dont' have any other news... i have a tree swing and a pool which is pretty shweet. and i get to get a kitten soon. which is also shweet. but i gotta get going. i miss ya'll and love you lots. see you soonish. i'm visiting sometime this summer.

~Crayon, Rin, Rare Pear, Corrinne, and what ever ya'll call me

Hey guys,

New school is getting WAY better.  It doesn't suck as much as i thought it would be. But now i got like 4 girls i would actually consider an actual friend like even more then an aquantence. And there are 3 guys i kinda like but one of them is not exactly the type i see myself with, one is kind of an idiot. He's funny and nice, but he does really stupid stuff. But the last one left is just .... well we'll see. but there are a couple of other things i will have to consider and think about before I can make any decisions. But any who. I am getting a new xanga. I will let jessica know what it is and then i'll let her tell you what it is. Love you guys. And i'm just happy school is going better. plus i'm like the smart pretty one at this school so it kinda rocks. lol. but talk to you later.

~Crayon

I

Love

You

Jessica

Yvonne

Stahl

Don't you think for a second i will be forgetting you any time soon. I miss you and love you. You were more than a sister to me. You know me for who i am and who i was and you still loved me. You are the best person that was ever apart of my life. I ain't proud you had to see what you had to see in my life but i am glad you were there to keep me strong. You made me who i am.... You will be with me until the end.

Swing, Swing, Swing, from the table side of my heart is crushed by a former love....

don't you forget that song...

~Crayon, Rin, Sugar, your bestestest friend

you's is my's bestest friended ever

p.s. i would put swing swing on there but i'm like xanga-illiterate

just know i'm humming it like i usually do.

Hey guys,

My new school kinda... no really sucks. I really like that i have 2 classes with upper classmen. There are a few ( i really mean a few) good looking guys... so far one in each grade. But i'm embarrassed to be in the band. I wasn't before because it was who i am... but here... i'm like really good looking here. i'm not just like saying that to feel big but i kinda am. i mean... i got all my teeth, i'm not pregnant, i don't sleep around, i'm clean, and i have nice clothes... i'm like the creme of the crop. I am serious. My school which has a total of 375 kids has 4 pregnant girls. and like 12 people missing teeth. AND(!!!) there is a kid on my bus that openly admits to screwing his cousin.... EWWWWWW! I'm very affeared of this school. and oh my friggen god. every one is really mean here. like viciously mean. I mean i'm like the nice girl. I really don't like it here. but oh well all i can do is adjust and live with it.

I love you guys

LOVE YOU BUBBA!!! and damon, dana, alicia, andy, paul, jeremiah, jeremy, Casey, Mike, Joy, Sammi, and a few others. I am like really bad with names lately. but i miss ya'll and love you guys.

~Crayon

I miss you gyuys so friggen bad. This situation really ain't fair but... all we can do is take it one day at a time one ... event at a time. I will get in to details the next time i can. i really do wish i could still be there... I love you jessi, joy, sammi, mike, brady, damon, jeremiah, rhiannon and all my other friends.... I wish it wouldn't of had to happen this way... just try and keep in touch as much as possible because i love to know ya'll are calling.

love you guys,

~Crayon